This is supposed to be non-destructive testing!
with a moan of non-resistant tension
I pull the trigger back
and let go of the horned framed
doorway leading to truth
and disbelief in a simultaneous
from the Devil himself
who laughs at me for the one
who isn’t called for isn’t going
to maim him and that be one thing
we cannot sort out – how to
make him dead to our mistakes.