CHAPTER 13 DRAFT 1 PART 3 – HALCYON cont.

It is time to tell you another story about me. Once I was said to be of good beginnings i.e. a natural soldier and that did me no harm for I am. However it is not a fact that they do not do it, the SADF or the South African Defence Force, it is a fact that they skoffel a lot which means that they are inherently stupid which is why they say I would head the unit, or B.O.S.S. once Gary, my retromand at school or Wits University, did what he did and died for it for he was not a natural soldier and he did not know anything about soldiering except how to pull a trigger and empty a machine, i.e. press a button to set off a bomb. They did indeed say in the Defence Force that I was one of a kind – co-ordinated and poorly which means I was intellectually stored in the riot gun of life and they did it not to get it but to say it now they ask it of you and say, what is the right way to be in this world when they want you to shoot the men who are you enemy and not their children which is what they did over and over again much to the disgust of Magnus Malan who knew he would be caught and he was, for skiffle and bell which is the start of the revolution I began without knowing it – according to the A.N.C ledger which is in the war archives of South Africa in Pretoria for all to see.

It shall to no one as a surprise that there is one and the same and not dit but dot and you know it and I dig it too and you know it and I do too and it is not dot but dit and it is so to see it and to you know it in the end which is about the song, not about you and that is why they ask it to then and there and that is why they say it is not the way but the why and they ask it not of they but of there and that is to come in the end and it shall but first, the way of it which is part of the story and why too and that is good for all and not some and it is dead good and not here but there and they ask it of you and not they and it is why they say it not of you but they and they ask it not but ask it so to speak ion the end of far and not here and there and so it is and so it is and so it is and so you do it in the end of all things and they say it to the end of all things and they know so to speak and it is ending in mif and not fair and it is so to and to it is so….the end is here.

It is so to speak, a long and tired man who knows what it takes to be a man in the starting of evil like 2 Battalion in South Africa who knew me to be then and there, that is A.N.C. but not committed to them as Gary was. Now it starts to see then that they knew not how to be and that was the start of the deed and not the end and that is why they say it in the starting, that I am one and two and not three and four and that is why they ask it: How do you say “Amandla!” in English when it is true that they know not what it means. It is not “power” or “priest-cant” like they believe. It is about the use of war to see and it fits with the wearing of slave gear in American novels that bespoke the use of it where they do not know it. This means they do not understand how to make it to the ends of the earth and use it, war that is, to make them understand that it is true not to be here when they say it. If you hear “Amandla!” then you should run as it is Zulu for the start of war and it means a long time to run and not short, if you like it, running that is.

If you like to see war as a sort of thing about the use of weapons they know it too and os it is they do not ask for salver but ask for short fit and that is why they say it to them, that it is not short but long and that is why they say it to then and there, that it is rot and not evil and they ask it not of then but of there and it is so to speak the end of all games to be here on earth when so many have died here for the right of survival of all.

It is about law and the use of it to wage sin and that is what it is all about – the use of war to be here and there and not there and here and it is so to speak the end of all war and that is what they say to you, that you are wrong and she is right and that is why they say it to then and there and they ask it not of then but he who does it too and so it is they ask it now – how to be here when the slavery of life continues unabated and they learn it is about the use of then and not here and that is why they say it to then and there – why is it they ask it to and so it is they ask of it not sand not they but here and that is why they do it to then and there, to ask the way home and not hear it but say it to then and though it be so, how to be it in the end is about the right of all to see it out of then and not here etc and in the end it is all about time and the use of it to make good the war-like nature of men and women who knew it but didn’t and so it is and so it is and so it is and too you shall see it unless they do too and that is why they ask it – what is about time and what is about loose money in the pockets of men who do not give a shit about life in the age of America when they do not save it but ask for it to be given to them instead.

So it is they start on the journey of nothing about which they all know it to be true, that it is starting here in Europe with the law but it is ending in Africa with the death of all through slavery and it is about time they all understood that it is not starting unless they all begin to understand it is about law and not the use of guns to instil the use of threat and violence against solely the ones who work and it is so to speak the end of all lives to be here when they do not threaten but deduce and it is same again now and it in the hold of all and that is about the use of it and not he ending of it too and that they say is about work and not pensions and it is so to speak the end of all things about the use of it to and not the end of it so to speak and they do not know it but it is true so to speak and they use it not to get in the hay of all things about which they ask it to and so it is and so it is and so ti is too and they ask it one and end it all the way in the east where they ask: What is the start of man and it is so to speak the end of all time, again, and it is so to speak the end of all words to make it better too.

to be continued

COPYRIGHT BRUCE E SAUNDERS 2019

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