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There is no time like the present

No time to call me the better man

I love you all but still you sin

You smoke like Dirk but hold your fin

Like an animal

You do not win

In absence of glory you do not tell

The winner is evil the sky the begin

Of pleasure inperilled

The arc of bin laden

Does not finish here

But there where you win

The aimless start of war can be

The anywhere else for you do not begin

The end does start to make it sin

You do not know where I cannot simply

Open your eyes to the title track

Of the lp

I love to play

10 to 1

Is not the time

It opens doors

Where love begins

I di not know where you

Cannot sin

Begin the where

When no one sins

Where your difference on the brow

And hold your crooked man

On the sow

Soo-ee, soo-ee

I love you more

Than pigs do in your final hour

Do not know me when

You power

I know you not

And love you nire.

Pyre is work I do not pleasance

Take the bow

The corner presence

Is open now

I cannot hold

You again.

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Copyright Bruce E Saunders 2020

And they call them antipsychotics

Olanzipine makes you obese

Aripirazole makes you lactate

Clozapine makes you faint

But I’m not worried about the seniority of the doctors in charge

Who are too young to understand the sensitivity of the psyche

And its warrants to allow those with undue pressures to perform

To allow them to feel secure in the findings of medicine

They don’t understand the use of prescription medicine to help their cause

To understand feelings misjudging them as faithless beings

Inscribed with the factual and not informative.

I feel they are killing us successfully as they use their means to open doors they should leave shut and to close them is impossible once they begin their terror.

Picu is psychiatric intensive care which they do not do. They don’t care and leave you caged with your medicine until you adapt to their way of thinking.

It is sure to be the end of all thinking when they absolve themselves of all jurice prudence and allow the writing to say it all.

Hi Folks!  Let me tell you about some of the stuff I have had to put up with as a disabled person in my attempts to gain employment and my PhD, which I deserve having done ALL the work myself barring some microscopy work and being sole author on 2 out of 3 papers.

I was disabled in an unprovoked assault by 6-7 men at the commencement of my PhD in July 2002.  It led to psychological disablement in the form of Trauma Induced Psychosis – try to find a definition of psychosis why don’t you?  Anyway, needless to say I didn’t know what was going on at the time, just that I was becoming more and more depressed and eventually, in no fit state to make that decision – a fact that the University of Bath refuses to acknowledge, I took my research down the hill, home, to finish, away from the University establishment where I had been harassed incessantly, I felt.

For years I have been approaching the University (via e-mail) to consult and negotiate my return to one of only two campuses in the Country (do you see the problem?) that offered Biomimetics, which is my field of specialisation.

Ha ha.

It’s not just Bath University who have discriminated against me, I have not been short-listed at all for a single interview in spite of the qualities which gained me a grant to research Biological Atachment Mechanisms in the first place.

The University on the one hand acknowledges my disability enough to have me placed in a Mental Institution on 6 occassions with their complaints of my persistence, but won’t acknowledge it when it comes to the precious signature that I placed upon a single form, a facile approach.

Not only that but I asked for and received my medical file and in that I found that a Professor of the University Mechanical Engineering Department had approached my psychiatrist (bad practise) and lied, saying I had left threatening messages on his answering machine.  It’s lucky I didn’t end up in Broadmoor!!

Nine years of my life since the first episode have ellapsed – it is clear that the psychiatrist used Giles Hunt’s lie about a threat to detain me in a secure ward, during the time that my father was dying in South Africa – the personal cost to me has been horrendous!

It was by pure luck that via Linked-In I saw my first call for papers in my life, in March this year – and I fired off my first paper, which was accepted and has been warmly received.

I have subsequently fired off two more and I heard on Sunday last that these have been basically provisionally accepted based upon some changes being made.

The University upon hearing from me of my success, has said that it will not give a PhD for “old work” – the University being the institution that is responsible for the huge delay.

Now I have discovered the employment practise called “Two-Ticks” which is supposed to aid the disabled in gaining the cherished interview.

The University of Bath claims to be a Two-Tick employer!

I feel as if I have been bent over a barrel and others have been invited to take turns.

I had to put myself through voluntary bankruptcy because of the University Policy – which is to say nothing, ban me from campus and refuse to acknowledge my existence.  Further, I handed in my papers to Prof Julian Vincent in 2006, March.

I have turned to the Statute books for support only to discover that 2006 is covered by the Disability Employment Act of 1995 and that the current legislation is the 2010 Equality Act which gives rise to the Two Tick best practise code, and I cannot find anyone who can give advice on the old act, even though the tenets of the law must have remained the same.

So I take it up the bum again.

Copyright 2016 Bruce E Saunders

In case you don’t know, Dr Marlowe is and has been my “psychiatrist” for years now, going back to 2006 when I was referred to him by none other than “Dr” Bill Bruce-Jones’ jewel of a secretary from Bath Mind, Danni, in a letter on forged stationary of the then prinicipal of the informary at Bath University named Iselda Bothma, now known as Ken Kinsella.

He want to buy my flat and has been behind a campaign of harassment for some years now, operating behind a fool mask of being in the know but not of it  i.e. he thinks he can flaunt the law with extreme prejudice and this is a hate crime.

Copyright 2016 Bruce E Saunders